
hello everyone. I'm back. I missed all of you. do u miss me? haha. Yes, I still miss my pouch though. D: I want it back. Everytime during prayer I will always remember to pray for the return of my pouch. Everytime, I see people using the same fone that I lost, tears will well up in my eyes )': argh. Why cant just the pouch come back to me? and all the money for band fund. All fly high. money for class Tee. all fly high. Looks like I have to starve myself again to save up such a huge amount in the shortest time possible. argh I suck. Ok no more recess for the coming month of May. )':
aiya forget about the pouch. It just makes me want to cry again. Let's talk about about something else. Like my ABRSM GRADE 7 PRACTICAL RESULTSSSSS. I got 127/150 = 3 marks to distinction. Pieces were generally fine.
A piece- Allegretto in C Beethoven: 25/30
B piece- Octobre Tchakovsky: 26/30
C piece- Dumia Hakim: 29/30
I loved the 29/30 First time ever in my life. at grade 7 some more. if I got like duplicates of this for grade 8 for all 3 pieces I'll go mad. The rest of ur marks calculate yourself. Cause not very good I say liao very malu x) Alright. Looks like I'll have to fix my career path on music. I'll be a professional piano virtuoso. or a conductor. or a pop singer. LOL. ok i'm thinking too much. I shall go into details of camp in a short while. Basically the food was fine. Bathing was quite errr.... yeah. singing and dancing damn funny. thanks to our instructor lol. Sweet beautiful technology. I miss you soo much.
arrived at school normal time, got sorted into our groups and met our instructor, Yao Xing. He's damn joker la. lol. then set off to marina south pier and ferry-ed to st john's island. Dorms look damn scary. cause of the old pillows and mattresses and rusting bed frames. Toilets were fine basically. Then had lunch. and the cool hungry cheer was way cool:
HUNGRY HUNGRY *clap clap*
VERY VERY *clap clap*
HUNGRY VERY *clap clap*
VERY HUNGRY *clap clap*
CHIKELAKA PI AH PI AH
CHIKELAKA PI AH PI AH JIA!
and there was our group cheer:
(to the backpack song on dora the explorer)
hotdog hotdog! x2
yum yum yum yum yum yum!
deliciaso!
While decorating our group flag (YEEEAAHHHH!) Yao Xing teach us all the funny cheers. and when i say funny i mean laugh-till-you-pee funny. lol. you should've seen. but good thing is he brightens our day! (but i guess the sunlight's alr bright enough)
amusing race quite fun luh. all the cool fun activities. some play before though. Then bathed, campfire prep and dinner. bathing was with darice, gladys, beverley and low ann. but in diff cubicles luh. lol. still quite good cause got curtain. haha. but bathing there dosent make you feel clean.
So we had this night activity where Brenda got kidnapped! and we gotta do tasks to earn opportunities to get the 2 keys to go save her. and we did it man xDD cause chief veron said "if you dont save your friend in time sometime reasonable bad will happen to them" So we dun care just chiong. and Beverley so pro at catching peanuts with her mouth. So we were 2nd to rescue Brenda and I bet she loved us! xD
day 2 was cool. had breakfast. Morning excercise damn cham. Chief mojo make us repeat whenever we're not together or do wrong stuff. but good oso. can train arm muscle. wheee. I need to get lighter. then i can own incline. >8)
well anyway. we didnt do rafting cause we were morning song then low tide. They replaced it with gladiator. Then I think 3D damn 臭 go burst people's water bombs. zzz. I didnt play much. I used the time to save fish. yay ;D I'm the fish saverrr!
MLC WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN FUN. I play one round only too. I was busy going after the ball that i put too much weight on my left leg. Then my left leg damn 酸 until i slid and fell on my butt. ouch. I'm a bad blocker lor seriously. So short. Cannot jump high. The items damn fun though. Like Basketball, then volleyball, spongeball, pingpong ball then finally FLOUR. LOL. The flour damn cute. alot of people turn white. like casper xD but faith was really pro! congrats faith. 3D is like take the ball and run. zzzzz. ah well.
Casualty challenge was quite stupid la. considering the fact that we had to carry big pails of water. We cheated alot though. xDD
Campfire was really fun. Mrs yeo agreed to come up! yay. well anyway, I shall describe each of the classes performances with one word.
3C: Professional
3D: Sunny
3F: Heartwarming
3G: INCREDIBLE! XD
3H: Cute!
3J: RETROOOO!
3L: IMBA.
3P: Cool
3T: Showbiz
3U: Musical
3W: ZI-HIGH!
and there you have it. 11 great performances. and also great entertainment from the 3 magicians from the "moon" lol.
aka today. lol. went for beach cleaning. Realised that St John island has cool beaches. The beach we went to reminds me of those european countrysides with little huts and log cabins. It's very garden-like I would say. There were mangroves and it's great place to learn geog!! Ms Lee should bring us here! x) Then we sat on the rocks. sang alot of songs with Brenda and Abby. Shouted and screamed with Amanda xD
Then came back to singapore on a ferry ride. Major concentration session on the ferry with Low ann, Bev, Ali, Ruth, Caryl, Yuqi, Jolene, Chelsea, Jesslyn, joy, Amanda, eli, serene, brander, vanessa, su fang and zhi yi (was it?)
and i'm feeling very tired alr. should go sleep soon. byeee ;D

I'll be leaving for camp in approximately 8 hours. So I figured I should get some sleep. Things hasnt been right these days. and I guess you've figured why.
I lost my handphone, correction. My whole pouch. Including my money, my ezlink, my bluetooth, my earphone and all that I dont wanna name. I'm not sure if I should give up hope. My heart tells me that there's a teeny weeny chance a miracle will occur and I'll get my stuff back (like when I got my glove back from japan or my notebook from the science lab) I shall add this in my lost things list. It adds on to it. It totally demoralises me and tells me not to buy a violin. Since I've wasted at least 700 bucks. yes seven hundred.
Like what Mr Teoh said, we must learn to touch people's lives today. Like what the sec4 girls said on speech day, we must make a difference. I hoped that through this lost of stuff, I've made a different in the lives of the poor. hopefully a poor man picks it up and gives it to his daughter, or sell everything inside so they would have sufficient money for meals. Hopefully, they're thanking the person who dropped this (me). If that's the case I truly have no regrets. I'm feeling better alr. I dun mind using old phones. But of course i'm still sad. And if a miracle were to happen, I would worship my handphone for one day and say the lord's prayer everyday in school till i leave st nicks. Then I'll say it if I remember. It's a big vow I know. and it's unusual for me since I'm a buddhist actually. But I hope thailand's four faced buddha would help too.
alright, enough about religion. I really hope all the missing things would come back soon. Things like my Emath, chi 3A and my beloved pouch. I have a feeling it's the work of the piano book i bought. After all it's 2nd hand. could it have been... cursed? I think Im thinking too much.
I should go and sleep now. Hopefully, just hopefully, a miracle will happen and my pouch will lay beside me as i wake up in the morning. impossible? most probably. possible? slim chance. but hey, I said "HOPEFULLY"

lol. print screens from vbc. look at these. our company is golden notes.
haha we rock. competition's gonna end in approx 2 hours. cant wait to see wad happens (: employees all gone except wombat. and i'm freezing to death in the library with Jane to my left. Don't we just love ourselves.

Official last day of VBC. yay. nothing much in school today. Can slack quite much. Plus all the free period, means we only miss 4 hours aka 4 vMONTHS. lalala. At Jane's house now, after sleeping over at Huey's for the past 2 days. I'm so lucky to have such nice friends with such understanding parents ;D
I promise I'll try to get you guys come over to my house during June Hols ;D Meanwhile, I'm trying to control my temptation to play the sims =x
Yawnnnn I wonder where's Jane she seems to be missing.
This'd probably be the last day I'm gonna post at unearthly hours xD
We're still surviving in VBC which is good. another month just passed and we're gonna monitor until 5am. yay. I have a feeling Jane is really missing oO
Ok shall attempt to find her at her house. bye ;D

I counted. everyday we're awake for 20hours and we sleep for only 4hours. We're still in top 6 despite all the newsflashes and setbacks. haha. first there was the free 20 million, then the reduction of research pricing, appearance of new employees, then Lan Ying Jie's strike. But I think it only pulls the middle 7th company away from us. zzz.
I have so much homework to do. will die can. Later have geog test scared I sleeeeeeep.
Haha. yesterday I fell asleep like 4 times. firstly was during Physics when Mrs Ong was giving instructions for practical. Though I was sitting at first row, my eyes were closed and my head was on the table. lol. then everyone stand up go collect ingredients oops I mean materials I jumped. 2nd time was when chinese lesson, 林老师 was going thru 公函. I fell asleep on my table. When he called Cheryl to go take her paper I jumped ._. again. Slept twice during MEP. first was Ms Foo's lesson, then during the super long 45min for 8bars composition test.
Today will be going for choir. which reminds me, my parent's letter still havent write. Ok shall give Debbie on Fri. good news is that I'm back in Jubilate again. See they need me XD haha wont be so ego la. x)
argh still have alot of homework. ): ): ): but being PIs yesterday was damn fun. and it's gonna be the same today too.
Ok back to VBC for now. cyas~

gosh. my comp went out. zzz. and batt was not fully backed. argh. have to repost.
It went out once, then i backed it again. lucky cause got trip 2nd time. zzz
pardon me had a third time.
reminder to self: always save draft.
ok I should be at Choir now but felt really sick so decided to come home. I think headache stomachache and vomit feeling all came at after recess. So Cheryl told me to sleep, which i did for english
OK HERE COMES THE 4TH TIME.
I was wondering why ms ow never scream at me. Then I tried to stay awake. after that, was SS. Mr Koh got bullied by us. Then we got 1 period of SS and one period free. But I slept both periods =x Anyway it got real cold so I stood up to close balcony door and realised got less ants. Of course, ever since the SEET-TEE COOPERATIONS declared war on the ant king with a copy of 读者 haha lol. and we manipulated a storm on the group of ants carrying Belinda's fruit loops O:
Ok seems like my modem blew up. called singtel, cant fix it, and they'll only be fixing on sat. wtf. SAT LEH! D:
but anyway I'm at huey's house now, doing vbc. haha weird right posting at such a weird time, 3am.
Golden Notes currently doing quite well thanks to our cartel yay. must learn from them >8)
I think this is real cute
according to huey it looks like a custard pie O:
ok. shall talk about monday shall we. Monday went for cartel meeting at HCI. then waitted for mx until camn late. bus came late, stuck on it for damn long. Then we reached kranji at like 8pm which was the time VBC starts and we were thinking of ways to resolve it. lol. Luckily jane chionged home just in time. Huey claims that it's fun hahaha.
haiiis not very prepared for MEP test yet half studying now O:
I should go bye!

haiiz. VBC STARTS NEXT WEEK.
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Ok. Today morning till 3pm spent filing and math homework. Then came online, voice called Jane to discuss bout vbc. got most things done. Studied Physics and MEP. I still have alot to study for MEP. mainly:
1. Chopin
2. Liszt
3. Mendlessohn
4. Berlioz
5. Brahms
6. Tchaikovsky
7. Russian Five (Mussorgsky to be exact)
I feel so slow. argh. wad sucks is, have to memorise all about their lives. _|_ like I'd care about people's lives and be so...
八卦。 lol. Then have to remember the little tunes like Spring Night, The Ring, He the Best of All, ErlKing, The Wild Rose, Violin Concerto in E Minor, Idee Fixe from Symphonie Fantastique, Les Preludes, Love Theme from Romeo and Juliet, Promenade from Pictures at an exhibition, bla bla bla. I've decided to look for mp3s and import into my phone. Since I can remember promenade by this method. lol. But I think it'd just flood my phone since most are monumental works O.O
Ok. Havent started on Geog yet. Rivers. More drawing and all again. And Theory still left undone. going to do later. My Rubik's cube decided to disintegrate too. ah well. hmmm ok can talk about my coolios dream last night I guess.
I dreamt that I was at popo's house, at night. Then got some gang person come and 捣乱。he trespassed into my popo's house and attacked us. Dad and Mum was there too. Then they told me to run. So I did. I ran out of the gate. Then the gang person yelled " FINE I SHALL ATTACK YOUR DAUGHTER". Then my eyes grew wide. I looked behind and he was chasing me with a kettle of HOT BOILING WATER from my popo's stove. So after he ran out of the house, my dad LOCKED the door. then he and I were outside. I was angry lar. Cause My parents had like used me as a bait to get him out. fine. and there was no chance I could go home.
Then when I wasnt aware, he splashed the water at me. I dodged. The water splashed on my back. surprisingly, it was surprisingly warm. (lol weird sentence). Then I skidded down the stairs and all. Then at the 2nd floor, he had finished his supply of hot - i mean warm water (lol). So I attempted to grab the kettle to knock him out unconscious. But he caught my hand. And out of no choice I had to join his gang.
I made several attempts to run away, unfortunately none worked. fine. But then here's how it sorta ended. Cause I said I knew how to play piano. Then there was this band playing at the void deck (at night too. wow) Then the gang person said I could join and earn their gang some money. Then I said I had to go somewhere to sign up. Then, I ran. And it sorta ended when I waved for a cab. And the cab driver happened to be the gang person. rarrr. GAME OVER.
Ok then scene changed.
I was back at the void deck. with the gang guy. (it was like a game replay). Just that there was a rival gang. So anyway I acted innocent then I pleaded to the rival gang for help and that the gang guy was threatening me and stuff. So they came to my rescue (they were no better though, but at least can get away. then got more chance). and recruited me as their member. Then, there was this thing about toy trafficking (lol i know). not drugs, TOYS (and it was illegal for some reason) Then it's like we hid at the back of the truck. And somehow i knew that the gang guy would reveal us in someway if we took the common route, so i urged them to take a detour. And yep, we survived.
Ended up at this toy factory. supposedly, the gang guy was hot on our trail. So we ran into the factory to deliver our goods and got ready to leave. Then the whole place was manipulated into a puzzle to prevent us from leaving. Our truck had transformed into some cute fluffy giant toy elephant and we sat on it. the gang guy was still trying to catch us. Then everytime we walked towards the entrance, we got teleported back to where we were. So I attempted to steer the elephant back into the toy factory. It worked lol. So we were in this pink room now, and we were all floating. Many of the people tried to make for the door, then I just tried floating upwards and I saw this trapdoor. So I pushed it open.
My head was so big can. inside all the furniture and all were like dollsize and miniature. I beckoned the rest to come. Then, I shrunk into doll size and the miniature me walked into the doll house. the rest followed. Then we heard some groovy music. They were like having a party can. doll party. This angmoh guy doll attempted to dance with me LOL. but he was ignored since I was trying my best to find a way out. So the rest were like indulged in their dancing and partying and totally forgot about escaping. Well, since I wanted to leave the gang anyway, so i went off on my own, exploring and looking for an exit. So that dumbass guy doll keep following me with dance steps and I just rolled my eyes. Then finally he gave up. YAY. So I found this chute. I slid down. At the end, I found myself in full size. Infront of me was Liwen cursing at this vending machine. (LOLOLOL) She said something about she pressed for 2 tubes of mint mentos but the machine dispensed 2 tubes of fruits mentos. So she was kicking the machine and stuffz. lol. hillarious. wait till she sees this >8)
And yeah that's how it ended.
THEORY TIME O:

haha. nothing wrong with the title luh..
Just back from dinner. shall blog bout my day. even though i'm quite exhausted.
Ok. Morning, I cried. Because of the same thing again. Last night I managed to cry. and 不知不觉 fell asleep. Anyway, I had this crazy dream.
I dreamt that I was on some MRT with darling. Then the mrt is like open air. like a board with wheels and railings. Then we passed thru this station called "SOUTH PARK" and I was like WADDA HELLL?! then as the train moved, the weather turned colder and colder then we were like above the sea. then there was the sea breeze and all. really cooling.
then scene change to school. we (2 faith) were running a stall selling cheese hotdogs. Then there was me, liwen, clarice and bernice. Then Sharon saw us. then clarice and bernice hide in toilet. lol. the funny thing is it happened at night.
now on to today.
got back math. 85% for emath 64% for amath. haiiz. then english test was kinda cheapskate. easy la. haha. gotta thank huey, nikki, clarice, jane, cheryl, darling for comforting me today. sorry i cried man. arghs.
ok. vbc was funny. we were trying to get there before the other st nicks teams. Then jane and I were like half sprinting, with Nikki. lol. Then nikki seemed freaked out by plasters. so I pointed out to her this guy on the bus with a plaster on his backstrap and she squeaked / whined/ squealed. joker haha. Then we reached, we called mx. he found us, lead us to register, then shooed us off to coronation plaza. fine. lol. but that place is like dilapidated and run down and BORING! lol we bought some sushi and decided to head back to HCJC. Then we played some word guessing game. Jane lost WAHAHAHA. and I saw ms Ow there. wow. incredibly incredible. she was in HCJC uniform some more oO
well the talk ended real quick. cause none of us had any questions. And mainly we all had the slides and we read thru alr. Then went home with mx on 170. haha chatted. at least got seats lor. comfy seats ;D lol =x
ok vbc is so funny. playing dry run now. tmr and sun have to chiong tests and all. no more sims no more msn no more comp. yep >8) and i'm like super making use of the business plan window as a chat box. i rock XDDD
HAHA LOL. ok i should go sleep now. zzz need preserve energy for excessive chionging on sat and sun. esp sat. ciao

There are many obstacles in life. That's what people always say. And yes I've realised it through my short 14 years of life.
Firstly, there was the accusation of cheating in a science test in P3. But I cleared my name and eventually for full marks.
Then, there was the "not making into my dream school" thing in P6. But I doubt that matters since my dream school is an independent school and all. It'd probably cost a bomb if i got sent there.
Next, we have the friendship problems in Sec1 and accusation again in Sec 2. All these I shall not go into detail.
Right. Just came back from Choir. And Yi Ying told me, that I wasnt taking part in Jubilate, cause I'm chosen for logistics. Since Conductor disallows Sec1s and 4s to be chosen, Sec3s and 2s kena lor. and yes, i'm one of the unlucky ones.
At that moment, along with Yi Ying's voice, I could hear my heart shatter, my blood turn to ice. Not because I was scared, but I was indeed... surprised. I realised that I feel like crying, but I cant. I was just sooo sad, but it seems like I forgot how to cry after such a long time not crying.
The thing is, I love to perform. Performing is like part of my life. Whether it's a Piano recital or whatsoever, I'd love to take part and challenge myself. I bet you can see this from the fact that I took part in Campus Superstar last year.
Well, I guess I have to give this year a miss. And probably this may cure my obsession with performing. Perhaps I should be more low profile to avoid 树大招风 circumstances. haizz. Yes I'm still sad but there's nothing more I can do is there? Well I dont blame Yi Ying or the conductor at all. But sometimes, like I said, these things do happen and we all have to accept reality the way it is.
I ever thought of ponning Jubilate and all but that'd just show that I'm chicken and trying to escape from reality.
Thinking deeper, maybe it's because my voice isnt power enough to convince them that I'm needed for Jubilate. Well it's just my own point of view. Dearest blog readers, please do not over-react when u read this. especially choristers (: After all I think my voice sucks and all. not enough support, this and that. airy. bla bla bla. I dont think I deserve to sing in concerts. The first 2 years, was indeed a privellege, along with other concerts such as ANSS, NTU, RVHS. Oh well, I'd just have to accept the fact.
I really wish SNChoir all the best, esp my darling A1s (: All the best to Baabaa, Farmer, Jingo, Debbie, Abby, Brenda, Angeline, Lehlin and Joey. The sec4s too espeically the fantastic comm members.
Oral today? I think it was alright. I think it's half screwed. eeks.
Yes, I forgot how to cry.
AOI

WHEEE. ORAL TOMORO >.<
group 8. examiner i think is 杜老师 ah well.
geog quiz and chinese test. both screwed lol. chinese um i sorta chionged the summary in the last min ( and i really mean last min cause at the last min then 林老师 say "剩下一分钟!" lol. my handwriting was barely legible, and i didnt erase pencil marks. ah well.
i notice i keep saying "ah well". ah well. O.O LOL.
AHH. I CANT OFF MY CAPSLOCK. PUII. ROAR
eh. i offed it by pressing shift. wtf. =.='''
ok officially sot diao comp after the recent virus attack. ah well.
good thing is, no homework seh ;D and friday's the briefing, and next week got 3 tests and mingy says maybe VBC you'll have to do for the whole week without sleep and all. but we dont think it possible. haha. XD hopefully get to skip school >8)
ok i should go now. sorry for the short post. bye ;D

haha. i'm actually blogging with msn writer =x
let's try it out shall we ;D.
Hmm. today bio test was fine I think. know how to do most. my memorizing helped. ;D well. CHOIR. A1S ARE UBER LUCKY. the other 3 sections all got shuffled A2 REMAINED ORIGINAL. LMAO. YAY ;D Been wearing slippers to sch and stuff. good thing's that my feet is healinggg yay. Well. today, erina showed me the cool things about PALMISTRY LOL. she said, my life is short, i'll live a sad sad life. D: and my husband will outlive me (according to my left hand oO). She said left is guy right is girl. if u have identical palms, you'll remain single. lmao.
Ok. Genevieve damn cute today. stick pens in her hair for "easy access" lmao. cute girl XD Then we were trying to get MRS ONN'S ATTENTION AND ALL. LMAO. and we succeeded. haha. gen looks like statue of liberty too. lmao.
Ok busy week arghhh. next week too.
COMING UP:
- ACJC GEOG QUIZ
- CHINESE ORAL
- VBC TRAINING.
hopefully, i survive this week, successfully (:



